Okey sir I can understand. Njan upadeshikkan illa, ath pole thanne njanum avam. Few days ayitt sir ingne ahn, but nne kurich alochicho how many yrs I suffered 💔 Accept the reality. Kazhinju poya karyangal onnum ini mattan kazhiyilla accept cheuuka. Alla ingne thanne munnott povam ahn udhesham enkil, njaum angane ayekkam. Kazhinju poyathonnum mattan kazhiyilla apo marendath araahnnn????? Athin kazhiunnilla enikil thanne pole njanum avam. Ellathinum odiyolich ivde ethiyath oru new beginning prethikshich ahn, but enikk onnum venda njan work num pokunnilla full time drinking smoking ayitt food kazhikkathe urakkam illathe soyam vedhanippich oru samadhanam illathe njanum ayikkollam. Thankalkku illatha happiness peace enikkum venda. Ithil ini debate illa, aviduthe pole ivdeum👍 Enganum ivde kidann vadiyayal appan nattilott kondu varum appo enthayalum ariyathe irikkilla, jeevanode undenkil avasanathe koodikazhcha miss akkaruth💔 The decision is yours🙂 #waiting for my death😔😔 #ഒരു നാൾ എന്റെ മരണം #😔വേദന